I miss him lots. I haven't seen him in months...I'm on Jon Withdrawal lol. I haven't talked to him for awhile either...*sigh* I hate Alabama right now. Although today it poured and it still is! I love the rain and Ohio was always rainy. *sigh* Life...it sucks...I just wish Jon was here with me...It would make it so much better. I think I actually fell in in love with him. It's stronger than a crush, I'll tell you that much. *facepalm* I'm an idiot. I should have called him...crap...I hate being the way I am. I'm a monster and screwed up and just a mess in every direction...
This is the most recent song I've written...

Don't you know by now?
I'm in love with you
I can see it in your eyes
You love me too

I cry every night 'cause I miss you
You dominate my thoughts
I got my heart caught in you
Good god I love you

Could you ever see
Could you ever imagine
Could you ever feel
How Much I love you

Could you feel it burrowing in your back
My relentless stare
I cant take my eyes off you
No matter what the hell i do

I cry every night 'cause I miss you
You dominate my thought
I got my heart caught in you
Good god I love you

oh ah ah ah ahh
la la la la oh
I love you
You love me too

Don't you know by now?
I'm in love with you
I can see it in your eyes
You love me too

So clearly...I can see the meaning behind it...lol
Well I'm going to stop boring all you people now...
Bye,
~Clover♣