Ok peeps,
Sorry I haven't been on in so long. I have been so busy lately. The boys...good god! I got asked out by 2 boys...IN ONE DAY!!
I do not like attention but god dang I've gotten a lot of it! I prefer my dark corner...away from everyone else and everything...except my poetry notebook. Lol
I have written a lot lately and now...I just need to type it up. Ugh...lol
Well, I had better go work on that!
See you guys later when I got more stuff to put up here.

~Clover

A few things to notify you ppl of...

Clover...

1)Is very angry and upset
2)Does not mean to bite although that won't stop her
3)Prefers no like horrible dissing right now, her mental state is weak
4)Is writing lots so watch for updates
5)Is oober depressed right now

So yea...just watch yourself...Life is very rough for me right now and I can barely keep alive anymore...suicide has crossed my mind several times at this point so that should give you some perspective

And as for the title that is some lyrics I have recently written and by recently I mean like 2 minutes ago...

Love ya guys,

~Clover

AHRGH!! I hate nightmares!! They scare the CRAP outta me!!
Lol idea!
"Nightmares scare the living shit outta me, they could careless as long as someone'll bleed"
lol based off of Teenagers by My Chemical Romance...
But Anyways...
I woke up screaming at 3am!! I had tears running down my face and everything! I Do Not Cry. yet i was when i woke up!
Jeezus! I wont go into details right now cuz it'd be a loooong story...but if u do get curious and want to ask go ahead...i couldn't careless lol...

I miss him lots. I haven't seen him in months...I'm on Jon Withdrawal lol. I haven't talked to him for awhile either...*sigh* I hate Alabama right now. Although today it poured and it still is! I love the rain and Ohio was always rainy. *sigh* Life...it sucks...I just wish Jon was here with me...It would make it so much better. I think I actually fell in in love with him. It's stronger than a crush, I'll tell you that much. *facepalm* I'm an idiot. I should have called him...crap...I hate being the way I am. I'm a monster and screwed up and just a mess in every direction...
This is the most recent song I've written...

Don't you know by now?
I'm in love with you
I can see it in your eyes
You love me too

I cry every night 'cause I miss you
You dominate my thoughts
I got my heart caught in you
Good god I love you

Could you ever see
Could you ever imagine
Could you ever feel
How Much I love you

Could you feel it burrowing in your back
My relentless stare
I cant take my eyes off you
No matter what the hell i do

I cry every night 'cause I miss you
You dominate my thought
I got my heart caught in you
Good god I love you

oh ah ah ah ahh
la la la la oh
I love you
You love me too

Don't you know by now?
I'm in love with you
I can see it in your eyes
You love me too

So clearly...I can see the meaning behind it...lol
Well I'm going to stop boring all you people now...
Bye,
~Clover♣